I have been wanting to have a community for several years now.
I remember that I started one a very long time ago. Unfortunately it didn’t work out and I also got burnt out.
Last week during my morning meditation, I was guided to offer support for certain groups of people. To be honest, I was completely surprised by it. It also got me thinking about how can I continuous support these groups without getting myself burnt out. Naturally, I talked to Bobby about my concerns and my past experience.
Today, I am happy to share that I am starting one.
I have added several benefits for those who enrolled in my community such as early access to new content, live group energy clearing, daily energetic clearing, or monthly private clearing sessions at a discounted rate.
Being in this community would greatly benefit those who want to Heal, Empower and Transform themselves.
If you are interested or you need more info, click this link.
If you have been following my Instagram stories a few years ago then you probably noticed that I posted tarot readings quite often. At some point, I made a commitment to share daily tarot readings for months.
My interest in tarot cards started after I was first exposed to oracle cards back in 2018. Despite protests that I had received from some people, I bought several tarot decks and books, learned how to use the cards and even took a course to deepen my understanding of the tarot system. With consistent practice, I was able to use the cards to interpret the answers that I received from my intuition.
A month ago, I have stopped using them.
For the past few months, I have been focusing on praying to God.
When I pray to God, I do either one of the following. It’s either I ask God a question(s) or I ask for guidance or I ask for something. After I ask, I would receive either a quick response, or a delayed response, or a physical manifestation of what I had asked for.
This happened quite often that it made me realize that God listens.
And I also realize that I receive His answers because I listen.
Whenever I ask God, in order for me to receive His answers, what I need to do is silence my mind. (Having done meditation for several years has helped me tremendously in this area). I notice that whenever my mind is noisy, it’s impossible for me to receive His answers.
In my personal experience, God’s answers can either be in a form of my internal voice that I hear in my head or a specific feeling that I get or I feel the energy.
When God responds with the voice or a specific feeling, those responses are very easy for me to understand.
From these experiences, I began to realize that I don’t need tarot cards to interpret God’s responses to my questions. All I have to do is just silence my mind and listen for His answers.
However, when God responds with energy, that is when I find myself in the dark. I don’t know how to interpret it. Often the energy is unfamiliar to me. Instead of reaching for my tarot deck, I gave myself time to assimilate the energy. Sometimes I managed to interpret it and most times I couldn’t. In this case, I either ask God again or I just let it be.
I am aware that there are people who think that God doesn’t listen. My question to these people is, are they even listening?
God’s responses can come in many ways. Sometimes, it’s direct and some other times God’s responses come indirectly. The most important part after we ask God is to listen for His response. When we don’t listen, then how can we receive His answers or guidance?
This entire experience has changed my relationship with God. I too previously thought that God didn’t listen. I thought that I needed a medium to translate God’s responses to my questions. It turns out now I don’t. I will receive His responses regardless; as long as I listen for them.
Hence, goodbye tarot cards. I have had fun using them. I am grateful that I took the opportunity to learn more about them. I personally feel if I didn’t, I wouldn’t be where I am today spiritually speaking. I acknowledge that it is time for me to move on and leave the tarot practice behind. I do feel sad for letting this go. However, I trust in God’s Divine plan and just focus on strengthening my spiritual connection with Him.
This year will be about deepening our connection to God/Universe.
I do this via prayers and meditations.
I find that when I do my meditation and prayer first before I start my day, it sets a specific tone for the day.
Usually, it’s a positive and uplifting tone.
The times when I don’t prioritize my meditation and prayer first, that’s when my days tend to feel kinda meh.
I used to not prioritizing these two.
However, since I have made several intentions for 2021, I’m happy to share that meditation, prayer, doing inner work, self-reflecting, daily journaling, clearing and healing are part of my morning ritual.
I am happy to devote up to 2 hours to complete them.
If you’re asking, do I truly have the time? My answer is yes, I do.
Something shifted within me as we entered the new year.
I believe that I have more than enough time to do what I need/want.
Having this belief is enough for me to create small (but impactful) changes in my life.
I remember when I thought that I didn’t have enough time, I tend to skip and/or rush doing things.
After the shift, I find that I’m allowing myself time to do the things that I want/need to do. I no longer rush doing things. I also used to skip doing a daily workout. Now it’s part of my daily morning routine.
Having said all of the above, I’m aware that I had failed to achieve my new year resolutions in the past (not once, not twice but countless times) which had led me to believe that it’s pointless to have new year resolutions.
This year, I’m setting up my intentions for 2021. While I had failed at achieving new year goals in the past, I’m keen to keep track of the progress of my 2021 intentions.
I haven’t finished setting up my intentions. There are a few things that I’m unclear still. Hopefully, I will get the clarity that I need as I move along with the new year.
I’m wishing everyone lots of joy, love, health, wealth, miracles and blessings.
The year 2020 has been one of the challenging years that I have experienced. It shined the light on issues that I had been struggling with for a very long time.
One of the issues was concerning self-love. I am glad that after plenty of healing, meditations and doing the inner work, I am able to love myself unconditionally. This is a wonderful breakthrough for me.
Another one was concerning scarcity and my beliefs around it. I had a huge realization that the world is abundant. There is truly more than enough for everyone. I finally see that scarcity is an illusion that many have bought and subscribed to. I prefer not to say much about this topic. I am still learning and unlearning regarding this.
The next issue was my inability to have complete faith and trust in God/Universe. I admit this one was extremely challenging for me to let go. I was unaware that I had some fucked up beliefs about God/Universe. Thankfully after I did the inner work, I was able to shift this. I am now able to relax and have complete faith and trust in God/Universe.
Those are just some of the issues that I want to share here. I have many more but let’s move on to my wins in 2020.
A few of my wins are:
I have finished writing my book. I realized that writing a book, finish writing a book and publishing a book are 3 different things. As for now, I have done 2 out of 3.
I have passed the 4th initiation in October 2020. What this means is I have less than 20% of karma left to pay. I look forward to pay the rest of my karma so I can pass the 5th initiation.
Since I have passed the 4th initiations, I am included in a group of people who are actively ascending and becoming new masters. I am excited and can’t wait to begin my journey to become one myself.
I am finally able to ease into being and receiving. I couldn’t believe how much I was in misalignment a lot when it comes to these two. Thankfully, I am being aware now with what’s happening internally within myself and I can correct any misalignments right away.
I have started writing and sending a monthly newsletter to the people who subscribed to my email list. Sometimes the newsletter is related to the topic that I’ve shared on my IG post. Some other times, it’s a completely new topic. I look forward to write more and if possible convert them into videos.
Let’s move on to my not so wins:
I haven’t published my book. Earlier this year, I created a crowdfunding project to raise funds to publish my book. Unfortunately, it didn’t work out.
I don’t earn much this year when compared to the previous years due to the swimming pool closure from March until July. I received no income at all during those months. It sucked. It also didn’t help when I got triggered a lot because of money.
I have only recorded 1 video content this year. I had a plan to make 1 video content per month but I wasn’t committed to reach that particular goal.
I haven’t managed to complete a set of healings that I had planned for myself. If I did, I would have passed the 4th (and possibly 5th initiations) a lot earlier.
I admit the year 2020 hasn’t been great. Having said that, it’s also the year where I have tremendous personal and spiritual growth. I thought that I was conscious about how I live my life. It turns out, I was still unconscious about the many beliefs that I have.
In this year alone, I have let go of so many deeply rooted old beliefs. It was easy since I knew they were not beneficial to me. The thought of leaving 2020 however brings a tad of sadness. I don’t know why I feel that way. I am usually excited and look forward to the new year. I guess this year is different from the previous years.
I will mourn 2020 as we all enter the new year 2021.
I meditated during the Great Conjunction yesterday.
I originally planned for a clearing during that specific event.
However, I felt the need to start the clearing earlier that day.
Then at 6 pm, I started to meditate.
I figured that since I did the clearing already, it would be great to anchor the new energies brought by Saturn and Jupiter.
I aimed for a 30-minute meditation. After half an hour had passed, I had a nudge to continue my meditation.
That was when I felt the downpour of energies. They came in waves of different intensities.
At first, it was light then it started to increase in intensity and then it became lighter again. This went on for more than 20 minutes.
There were a lot of energies that I am not familiar with. My guess is I’m not yet attuned to these energies or I’ve never experienced them. Hence, I can’t put a label on them since I don’t know them.
Having said that, I did feel several energies that I’m familiar with.
Owning Universal Truth
Love for Humanity
Let Go of the old paradigm
The energy of Overall Expansion is beautiful. This expansion energy will affect all areas of our life such as personal growth, abundance, relationships, health, etc.
Owning Universal Truth is amazingly powerful! It’s great when we own our personal truth because that is how we learn to know and be ourselves. However, owning the universal truth will help to propel us to a new level of consciousness and assists us in stepping into who we truly are at soul level.
The Love of Humanity is very much needed to help us move forward in the new Age of Aquarius. There is currently too much hatred and division among humanity. When the Love of Humanity is greater, it will strongly gather people to come and work together for a higher purpose.
Embrace Changes along the way. Big changes will be coming our way. What used to work in the old world, will no longer work. Those who are ready to embrace changes will be the ones who benefit the most. Those who refuse and resist will remain stuck despite the presence of the new energies.
All these new energies are here to support us. Allow them to assist us. To do so, we need to Let Go of our baggage and old beliefs and ways of thinking. There is no need for us to buy into lack, pain, struggle, mediocrity, and suffering anymore.
It is time for us to embrace a new beginning.
Let’s welcome new possibilities, abundance, magic and miracles into our lives.