A New Beginning

I meditated during the Great Conjunction yesterday.

I originally planned for a clearing during that specific event.

However, I felt the need to start the clearing earlier that day.

Then at 6 pm, I started to meditate.

I figured that since I did the clearing already, it would be great to anchor the new energies brought by Saturn and Jupiter.

I aimed for a 30-minute meditation. After half an hour had passed, I had a nudge to continue my meditation.

That was when I felt the downpour of energies. They came in waves of different intensities.

At first, it was light then it started to increase in intensity and then it became lighter again. This went on for more than 20 minutes.

There were a lot of energies that I am not familiar with. My guess is I’m not yet attuned to these energies or I’ve never experienced them. Hence, I can’t put a label on them since I don’t know them.

Having said that, I did feel several energies that I’m familiar with.

  1. Overall Expansion
  2. Owning Universal Truth
  3. Love for Humanity
  4. Embrace Changes
  5. Let Go of the old paradigm

The energy of Overall Expansion is beautiful. This expansion energy will affect all areas of our life such as personal growth, abundance, relationships, health, etc.

Owning Universal Truth is amazingly powerful! It’s great when we own our personal truth because that is how we learn to know and be ourselves. However, owning the universal truth will help to propel us to a new level of consciousness and assists us in stepping into who we truly are at soul level.

The Love of Humanity is very much needed to help us move forward in the new Age of Aquarius. There is currently too much hatred and division among humanity. When the Love of Humanity is greater, it will strongly gather people to come and work together for a higher purpose.

Embrace Changes along the way. Big changes will be coming our way. What used to work in the old world, will no longer work. Those who are ready to embrace changes will be the ones who benefit the most. Those who refuse and resist will remain stuck despite the presence of the new energies.

All these new energies are here to support us. Allow them to assist us. To do so, we need to Let Go of our baggage and old beliefs and ways of thinking. There is no need for us to buy into lack, pain, struggle, mediocrity, and suffering anymore.

It is time for us to embrace a new beginning.

Let’s welcome new possibilities, abundance, magic and miracles into our lives.

Special 11/11 Clearing

1111 is a big energy.

If 1 represents new beginnings, opportunities and potential then 1111 represents all of those energies at a massive scale.

On the 11th of November 2020, I will be hosting a Special 11/11 Clearing.

The focus of this 11/11 clearing is to clear what’s in the way of you experiencing inner peace, embracing changes and being your authentic self.

Come and join us.

Share this event. Invite family and friends whom you love.

Click this link for more details.

See you there.

How I get out of depression

A shocking realization in the morning.

It’s surprisingly easy for me to fall into depression.

I had been depressed for many years. The whole experience was unpleasant because I was extremely unkind to myself. At that time, I didn’t know that I needed help. I ended up being suicidal as my mental and emotional states deteriorated.

What had saved me was my first taste of mental peace.

There were no snide comments, no judgments and no mean voices in my head. My mind was completely silent.

You wouldn’t believe how relieved I was. I finally felt like I could breathe again.

I remember I said to myself, “This is what inner peace must be like.”

I have never looked back since.

I made it my personal goal to be at peace and to experience inner peace every day.

I woke up in the morning and the first thing that I did was choosing inner peace. I did this for days, months and years until being at peace became my default.

Along the way, I learned that our mind can either be a powerful ally or our greatest enemy.

What I have observed with me is when I don’t manage my negative thoughts, negative emotions tend to run rampant which cause anger, upsets, sadness, depression, hopelessness, etc.

I don’t deny there are times when I forgot to manage my thoughts and that’s when it’s easy for me to become depressed.

Fortunately for me, I know how to get myself out of depression. No medicine required. Instead, I go within and check-in with myself.

I ask myself, what thoughts are running in my head?

Almost all the time, they are negative thoughts either about myself, other people, situations, circumstances, you name it.

It’s mentally and emotionally painful for me to be in any negative state. I’d rather experience inner peace than negativity.

Once I choose to be at peace, I bring all my focus on inner peace. As I do, negative emotions leave my body and negative thoughts no longer trigger me.

I find this is a powerful way to deal with negative thoughts and emotions. I have been using this method to successfully get myself out of the inner negativity that I have experienced.

I don’t deny, ignore or suppress any negative thoughts that I have. I also don’t feed them and I don’t give my energy to them. Instead, I acknowledge them and I shift my focus to inner peace.

Choosing to be at peace isn’t easy especially when we have invested in having drama in our life. It can be easy when we are committed to having inner peace every second in our daily life.

Being at peace isn’t just for the monks. It’s not reserve for the few. It’s available for everyone.

Anyone can be at peace if they choose to.

The question is, do you choose it?

If you are ready to have mental peace and experience inner peace, I invite you to work with me. Details can be found here.

Death

It’s a topic that’s uncomfortable to talk about.

I bring it up because one of my aunts passed away a few days ago.

Her death reminded me of the two deaths that had affected me deeply.

One was my late cousin when I was a teenager, and another one was my late mother when I was a young adult.

With my late cousin’s death, I felt incredibly overwhelmed at his unexpected departure. At that time, I never experienced losing someone before. The pain was unbearable, coupled with my disbelieve that he was gone. My feelings were too much for me to handle, and I didn’t know how to process the intense feelings of loss and deep sadness.

With my late mother’s sudden death, I took a different route entirely. I shut down my feelings because I thought that I had to remain strong for my siblings. I can tell you that’s the wrong approach to deal with losing one’s mother.

In all honesty, I don’t think I ever get over my cousin’s death all these years. Although I know that at some point, I will have to deal with it so that I can be at peace with it.

With my mother’s death, I went through the stages of grief. I was in denial for years, and then I became super f*cking angry at God for taking her away from me. At that time, I couldn’t accept that it was her time to leave and move on. I had felt guilty, I had regrets and I was depressed for years. The only way for me to be okay with her death was knowing that she had suffered enough in her life, and death was mercy for her.

It has been more than a decade since my mother’s death. I’ve learned a few things that have helped me to finally be at peace with death.

My view is death is a necessary experience for the soul. Without death, the soul wouldn’t get to experience the variety and colorful lives on Earth. Whether it’s a peaceful or traumatic experience, that’s up to each of us and the agreement that our soul had made.

There is this idea that we can design our life, and therefore we can also design our death.

I’ve decided long ago how I am going to “leave”. I promise that it won’t be soon. I still need to complete the work that I’m here to do.

Do I feel sad about leaving the people that I love behind?
Yes and no.
Yes, because a part of me is attached to them. It doesn’t want to leave them behind. It wants to continue living, to have fun, to love, to travel, to experience what else it hasn’t experienced before, etc.
No, because when my time is up, that’s it. What’s on earth has no importance to me or rather my soul when it is time for me to leave. I’ve done what I needed to do and that’s all that matters. My best hope is for them to let me go as soon as possible.

If you find reading this scared the hell out of you, that isn’t my intention. If you think that I’m depressed and need help, I assure you that my mind is sound. I admit I do get depressed once in a while but today while writing this, isn’t one of those days.

I hope that my aunt is transitioning peacefully.
Rest in Peace aunty.

Cosmic Master Ganesh

I recently found out my other spiritual teachers who have been with me since I was born.

I was surprised by two of them.

And is one of them is The Cosmic Master Ganesh.

He is with me for my life lessons and life path.

When I first heard of him many years ago, I only knew him as the remover of obstacles.

I wasn’t aware of him as one of my spiritual teachers, unlike Ascended Master Isis, who came to me during my meditation back in 2014.

I recently learned that those with Ganesh often have inner scars.
These deep emotional scars often restrict us in our lives on so many levels.

In my case, he asks me to look within and see the truth within me, and in this truth love self. It is through self-knowledge that self-healing occurs.

It feels a lot like this saying, “the truth shall set you free.”

I can’t help but laugh at the synchronicities.

From my first transformation back in 2011, I learned to look within to find my truth.
Then I realized that not many people resonate with my truth.
I had to learn to accept that some people would never resonate with my truth.
Since then, I acknowledge that my truth is my truth.
Others may not agree or resonate with them.
It doesn’t matter.
Because my truth is true for me.

Finding my truth has saved me countless times, more than I can remember.

It saves me from the inner conflicts that I had.

Through finding my truth, I uncovered many lies that I thought were truths.
They made me questioned myself and my beliefs.
As I dove deeper with each question, I eventually found the truth for me.
And every time I discovered my truth, I set myself free to be me.

I wouldn’t be the person that I am today if I didn’t honor my truth.

I get it if other people find me strange.
I’ve accepted that I’m not everyone’s cup of tea or coffee.
And that’s okay with me.

Back to Ganesh.

Right now, Ganesh is working with humanity to heal our inner scarring.

If you feel called to heal your inner scarring, you can work with him.

I have been working with him every day now since I found out that he is one of my spiritual teachers.

There are two easy ways to connect with him.

You can call on him during meditation.
However, if you feel unsure about the authenticity of the Being who come forward, whether it is Ganesh himself or an imposter (which can happen), then you can use the second way.

The second way is via his portal card.
Ganesh has made a portal card of his pure energy.
By placing his portal card onto a chakra point, his healing energy will flow directly into you.

I have been connecting and receiving his healing every single day via his portal card.

I printed the portal and laminated it for my personal use.

Below is a short video of the portal of Ganesh.

As you look at the portal, open your heart, and receive his healing energy.

 

If you are interested in this portal card, you can contact me via the contact form, or you can DM me at Instagram.

I will direct you to the creator’s webpage.